I’m disappointed in myself
When I fail to understand the complexity of people’s actions,
The things that they say versus the things that they mean,
Isn’t there a hidden agenda…yet to be seen?
I’m disappointed in myself
When I fail to look at the truth in the eye,
The many clues that my guardian angel drops like pearls of wisdom
And yet I deny to see…until…
One fine morning I get up & behold!
The clarity of a misty picture meets the eye
Makes me court acceptance of things that are just not meant to be!
I’m disappointed in myself
When I strive to do things right
And it is received in a wrong format.
And then the guardian angel whispers in my ear that…
This is just the beginning my dear…
There are long winding paths to traverse
Whichever you choose for better or worse,
Keep your intentions honest & pure
Everything shall fall in place…that I’m sure!
I look for my guardian angel all around me
I can feel her & hear her…but where is she?
Then a whisper ever so soft
With grace & dignity she informs
I stay right inside your heart
Watching you every time you fall,
I wipe that tear…giving you the lucidity that makes clear,
The doubts that come visiting ever so often!
I stay right here…..within you,
And make you spread the love,
That a few need more than you!
Copyright © BuntysBanter 2008
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Hiya Julia,
Thanks for reading and hearing! your encouragement means a lot too.Thanks!....
Hugs!
Bunty.
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A beautiful poem, Buns. Alas! Its all a learning curve thing, on and on till we breathe no more. Its at once, an oppurtunity to learn from our disappointments and appointments and at the same time, tedious affair too to have to undergo.

But your poem was true. Couldn't be better
Julia
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Hiya Kesh,



Thanks for doing me a favour and not dissecting the poem coz anytime you did that...it always went in a tangent....lol!
Yeah...we must get together wirth Tarun and cook up a storm one day...
Bunty.
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Hey Reffy,

Opps yaar...I was so happy to read your response but forgot to reply to you....
I'm dissappointed in myself when I goof up like this.....
Bunty.
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Arre Bunts... when did you post this one?
Not your fault, poetry hasn't ever been my strong point. :-)

I seem to have missed it....well, didn't make much of a diff, 'cos I missed the point of the poem as well...
Nice to see you experimenting with media like the podcast.
Why don't you do a session with Tarun?
He's into this podcast thing in a big way with his indiajuggler website.
cheers,
Keshav
BTW Red: Don't believe Bunty. I'll tell you the true story of the horny Auto wala later...
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My dear Yashji,
Like always...you are so generous with your words. Thank-god for people like you, my confidence is intact....
Bunty.
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Reddy ma dear! ROFL....You are kesto ki nani...lol!


Thanks for that crazy response. And dont go by everything kesh tells you. Kesh n me were talking once when I was in a rick and the driver was needlessly talking to me. So Kesh started teasing me.....you know him...dont ya? Cracks a joke and laughs himself! Thats what he did...kept gaffawing till I used some well meaning endearments like "stopeed" and "ediot"
Bunty.
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Wow!!that's wonderful...you have melodious voice....You have narrated the poem beautifully....I wish I could give you 100 votes
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Was good hearing your voice. LOL Asit Sen ki naani.......Bhaggoooo buiding mein aag lagi !! LOL
Aisa lag raha tha ki mooh mein ladoo bhara hai ! Like a bong. abhi mai post karoongi toh log kaan bandh kar ke bhaag jaayenge Sulekha se. Abhi aisa karoo kya aisa bhi bahuth Shit talk chal raha hai idhar. Idhar se sab ko bhaga hi deti hoon and madame...aap bologe woh main hi usse pehle deta hoon aap ke awaaz mein, ........abe loud speaker ki aulad chal bhaag idhar se ! hehehee
All the classes have paid off well. When we can hear you on tv, (something about the discovery channel aur ye kya baat hai abt horny autowalahs zara hume bhi toh bataiye huzoor )
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Hello Boss,
Thanks for visiting and your appreciation. I know you are extremely liberal with your praises. Thanks-you!
Bunty.
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